Jzebel

its kinda hard these days,

keeping up with my schwork, tution, n the boyfriend.

gosh, all i wanna do is curl up and sleep.

ok i have been doing alot of tht

THATS Y IM SO LAGGING IN MY WORK.

but its hard not to juz close ur eyes n forget everything.

i hate early morning lessons,

i detest it so much.

conrad is worse,

i read like one chap n doze off,

open one eye to see my pack of opened chips and tell myself "beryl soh get up now"

and then after putting three peices of chips in my mouth i munch em,

AND FALL BACK INTO SLUMBERLAND.

its totally amazing, outrageous, magical how i can do tht.

quite a feat huh.

hey there delilah makes me cry bucketloads. makes me wanna call my child delilah.

bao bei makes me less tensed frm looking at my work piling up.

Oh it's what you do to me

im so tired.

sulks.

i need a lil holiday.

by myself.

to sort out the big mess im in.

coz everyday all i can say to myself is, "quit sch n go get a childhood diploma"

and then i spend the rest of the day in a semi daze when theres no one ard me.

You got a problem? Come and say it to my face!

You got a problem? Come and say it in my face!

im thinking bout my tattoo.

white?

black?